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I can't deal with this stress and anxiety anymore, help. Please pray for me,please
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I can't deal with this stress and anxiety anymore, help. Please pray for me,please
I can't deal with this stress anymore, help
My mom and I do not get a long very well because she always finds something to get mad over. She is a very hard person to get a long with. Right now she is in nursing school and stressed about tests. Her and my dad divorced when I was in 3rd grade. I am in college now, I work 2 jobs and every penny I make I have to give to her. I am a sales associate and waitress. Ever since I was 15 I have had a job and gave all my money to my mom. She never says thank you or see's that I am struggling. I am in pre med right now and have loads to study. I never have the chance though. She makes me drop off my little brother at school while she sleeps in. I have class from 7am to 10:30am have to pick him up in the afternoon. I have to make dinner and clean the house everyday. She never likes anything out of place, if she see's one little mess, she starts yelling at me. I cry in my room almost every night and pray to God that things get better. I go to church every Sunday, hardly ever do I miss a day. When I come home, I have to go grocery shopping and pay her bills. She gives me only $10 for gas every week. I drive a new jeep grand cherokee. It takes a lot to fill it up. She will not let me talk to my dad who lives in Chicago. He moved there on the month of my graduation because he could not stand my mom anymore, she would never let us see him. He's a great dad, and cares a lot my brother and I. I miss him so much. I have awful headaches every day because of all this stress. When I drive to school in the mornings I think about just crashing into a tree or building. I want to move out into my own apartment on campus but my mom won't let me. I know it's because if I leave then she won't get money from me. I have a horrible life right now, I have been going through so much lately.
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| 10-21-2010 07:57 PM |
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