Dear God and my fellow Christian Brothers and Sisters,please will you pray this prayers,I am sorry its so long."this is an updated version"
Please help me to see what you see with my very special lady friend,I want to be empathic and understanding towards her out of love and because you have given such a great gift to be this way with others,and because you know I do truly love her.I am so sorry God,that I get caught up with my own agenda at times,I don't mean to,please heal this pain and anguish with in me that happens every NOW AND THEN,please set me free from these issues towards rejection Father,you know I have waited 15 years to have true love in my life again,I know I have your love,but I need true love from a special lady who is to be my wife,please grant me this need and desire of my heart
Dear God, help me Father to set me free so I can be truly loving,supportive towards her,please help me to see,to accept,to rejoice what "P" is going through at the moment in regards to her bereavement which is one year next week since she her Husband had died after a very long Marriage,please give her all the healing,strength,love,and joy,please speak to "P" and tell her she can cry on my shoulder,and talk as much or as little as she wants to,help me to just to the man that I am,the man you have made me to be.I also pray that the email I sent her did not put pressure on her,but she was really pleased,happy,comfortable,and reassured from me,I pray she will read it this morning,I pray it will help her to feel a lot lot better
It just really hurt today when we where going to go a picnic and she changed her mind at the last minute and wasn't very considerate of my feelings and she seems to have a way at the moment that triggers anguish within me,and makes me feel like my love is worthless and or not worth very much,I do feel and believe she a lot of feelings towards me,and I pray I am right,and I pray she would come to recognize,acknowledge,and cherish just how much I do truly love her and ultimately one she will return her love to me one day soon,but if she does not cherish and acknowledge all the love I have for her then let that be clear and please bring to me some other very special lady who I will marry one day,but I do hope its this Lady friend because I do love her.
Dear Father and when she sees my friends Monday night,I pray she something good in regards to her and me will come out of it,and both "C" and "E" will be so encouraging of our relationship and encourage "P" to talk to me about her grief,bless her and bless me,and bless our love and relationship.in Jesus name,Amen
Sun, 4 Jul 2010 (# Prayers 2)
