Praying to be able to accept what God meant for me, to be able to let go, find long lasting peace, happiness and love. -
Please pray for me, my heart is breaking and I'm trying to not shed a tear so I can go to work and have enough concentration to do my job properly. I pray to God to help me excel at work and be recognize for it. I am trying my best to do extremely well at work even though my personal life is more difficult. Thank God for making me this month's employee of the month.
My lover, Stephen and I ended our relationship for good because of several issues including my trust issues caused by his involvement with an acquaintance, Liz and my past history with cheating men and his inability to commit and picture himself having a deep emotionally charged serious relationship with me because he says we are too different and that we have too different families and background. I pray to my dear God and his beloved angels to please ease my pain, help me accept this ending and accept that no matter how strong my feelings are for him and how strong is his attraction to me, it's not enough for him to be seriously involved with me. I long so much for my lover's love, attention and affection. I wished he didn't let me go, and valued me more than his pride.
All i really want is to be happy and nothing could make me happier than being with him and him being deeply involve with me emotionally. I wish there's a way for us to resolve our issues and still be able to satisfy each other's need. I wish we can still be together going to summer events and enjoying God's universe. I wish I was the only girl he is seeing and physically and emotionally involve with. I wish he would just go out together and including each other in each of our events and activities. I wish our friends and families support and encourage our relationship to grow in love and respect. I lift my hopeless desires and my painful yearnings to God, his beloved angels and his heavenly will, for I feel helpless and have no control over anything or anyone in this world. I am just young lady trying to excel at work, find love, live life the best I can in the rightful and kindest way I can. I am in misery and I yearn so desperately for my lover's affection, dedication and passion.
If God meant for us to go our separate ways, please pray for me to accept our parting ways. Please pray for me to be able to let go of him and move on if separation is really our fate and the will of God.
I pray that I find long term peace and satisfying happiness. Please pray for me to my lifetime partner, because I've been waiting and hoping for him to come in to my life and share our lives and enjoy with me the finest things God created. Please pray for me to be able to let go of my dearest lover. Please pray to God to ease my pain and sorrow. All I really want is to be happy and for him to be happy as well as I do. Please pray for me, for my lover and our difficult relationship.
Thank you for your prayers.