Dear Lord,

I am in great pain, I really dont know who share with, but I know you watching me, you are around me all the time. You see my every pain and my fears and weakness, my inabilities. I am tired of this life's journey. Take away the evil thoughts of committing suicide but give me the courage and strength to battle against satan and his evil tactics. I failed many times but you are a Lord who is rich in mercy. I come to you for all my needs. Take away this loneliness in me and fill me with your divine love and joy. Help my husband to understand his responsibilities and love me for who I am. I feel so rejected and thrown in darkness. Help me Lord, you are all I have in this world. I am tired of my husband's lies, and betrayals, even though he is in you, he lies and does everything against your will and wish. Give him the fear of you and help him to rectify his mistakes when there is still grace.

I Jesus precious name I pray.

Amen