I come in the name of Jesus, standing in the need of heavy prayer. I have come to a place in my life where i feel mentally, emotionally, physically and spirituality drained. I am very thankful for all that God has and will continue to do in my life. Unfortunately, i am what most counselors, mentors, psychologist have labeled me," bi-polar and feel sadden, alone and wanting to give up and give in to my madness. I have grown up in church, baptized and journed my family's church, but still struggling with my emotions. I am 40, married 20 years, 5 older children, 2 grandchildren , but feel like i'm up against a brick wall mentally. All that are here and strong in there faith or not, please keep me in prayer for mental stability because i know my family needs me. Thank you all for your time and may you have a,"Blessed New Year"!!!