Dear God, I feel so lost, alone and betrayed, please take this pain away. I just need guidance, support, a hand to hold but I feel so alone I don't know what to do or where to turn. Someone I hoped would care for years turned his back on my in the most painful way. My parents would never be able to really help emotionally and I don't even know if my sister would fully help or at least not now. Dear God please take away this emptiness, please guide me on what I need to do. Help me find a way to bring good supportive people into my life. I know things have gone bad with Matt and I but I pray that you can help make them alright on some level. Dear God please allow me to find myself help me not feel so lost, alone and depressed. I want to live a good life and can't understand why that seems to be something I can never have. Dear Lord please help me this hurts so much and I don't know where to turn, what to do or where to even begin.