I haven't been any better since the last time I've posted a prayer request. This nervous disorder has gotten worse and with no support of my family...it's pretty hard for me. I did get a message from another user asking me why I can't go seek professional help...well, incase other people are wondering that it's because of financial problems.

I feel deserted by everyone and that feeling of being completely alone is scary. I really need your guy's support to help me through this. Feeling abandoned is no fun...and I'll be starting college again this Monday. I truly need your prayers again. If you alteast read this and give me a silent prayer without posting..that's fine too. Please lend me your prayers; you are in mine.
Thank you and God bless.

cheyenne1 the lord is with you be strong and courageous do not be afraid and do not panic before them for the lord your god will personally go ahead of you he will neither fail you nor abandon you deuteronomy 31:6 you are not alone may the lord bless you and protect you may the lord smile on you and be gracious to you may the lord show you his favor and give you his peace numbers 6:24-26 this is my prayer for you