Prayers that God will take away my fears. I know I'm not supposed to be afraid but I dont know what will happen to my home, it was or is in foreclosure, my husband doesnt tell me or my mother what is going on, he said he went to a lawyer. I dont want to move really, my house needs a lot of work but is liveable but the apartments around this area are in old buildings or or big homes and probably worse than my home plus smaller and you never know who lives there or if buildings are in good shape. This area is mainly low-income, poor and a few middle class cute homes in good shape. I dont know what to do, I dont have money for a lawyer same as in getting divorced situation plus it would take time to get a pro-bono lawyer for foreclosure and frankly I dont think a lawyer can help me with this situation, my husband got behind number of times in past and we've had 2 mortgage modifications in past so I dont know if mortgage company which also seems to change will give us another chance. I dont want to be kicked out of this house physically and have everything we need left behind, I dont have money to buy new clothes and stuff for myself and kids. I'm not young anymore either and my mom also doesnt want to go to a laundromat to wash clothes anymore, also it costs more money than the water bill at home to do it , I spend about $20 to 30 a week at laundromat in the past and we do laundry every week so its expensive and more than our water bill. I also would have hard time finding time to go on days off plus grocery shop and when car goes dragging bags of dirty clothes around isnt easy. My daughter is going to be a senior next year so she doesnt want to change schools. I'm scared.
Also prayers I do well at work, last time wasnt that good, it's not rocket science, it's retail but fast paced, on your feet and mostly adults who all want more hours to make more money so a lot of backbiting and one woman got me in trouble a few weeks ago and is also bossy even though she isnt a supervisor and she is a know it all which is good if you need to know something but can be overbearing. Please God let me be patient, kind and joyful today and please let me get all my go backs done and be able to straighten up everything in whatever section they put me in and I want to be a great worker and feel proud of my work, proud in a good way. I'm feeling frazzled, dont want to cry or break down at work.
Prayers I have enough money to grocery shop, take cats to vets they need help with fleas and are getting sick. Prayers ever need gets met.
ALSO, PLEASE, HAVE SHUT OFF LETTER FROM ELECTRIC ALMOST $1800, HUSBAND DIDNT PAY, I CANT PAY THAT, PLEASE LET MY HUSBAND SEND THEM MONEY AND PLEASE DONT LET OUR ELECTRICITY GET SHUT OFF FOR ANY LENGTH OF TIME, NO ELECTRICITY NO FRIDGE/FOOD, LIGHTS, POWER AND HOT WATER. THANKS FOR ANY PRAYERS. PRAYERS FOR OTHER'S NEEDS TO BE MET ALSO.