I'm at a loss right now. God never gives us more than we can handle, but I fear I'm close to my breaking point. I feel broken, I feel scared. God is being silent and I am being tested. I need peace... I need reassurance. .. I need something to give... may God reveal His plan to me, because I cannot do this on my own. Everything going on right now is so confusing, I'm hurt.. I just don't know how to do this anymore, I'm trying so hard just to keep it together while I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm praying harder than I have in years, reading the word, listening to sermons, and believing. .. but I cannot feel God, it's getting hard to pray. I feel discouraged. Any prayers, encouragement, stories, or Scriptures are welcomed. .. I need this to turn around

Isaiah 9-10
…9- You whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, And called from its remotest parts And said to you, 'You are My servant, I have chosen you and not rejected you. 10- Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'
God give this child of yours your peace and strength, may she not faint, but know that you are God and you know better than her why you are holding back from answering her prayers now. May she learn what it is you want her to learn so her prayers can be answer. Remove the blinders from her eyes so she can see clearly, and heal her broken heart, as she gives her heart completely to you and no body else. Help her to see what she has to change in her own life, and allow you to help her to get know you well, and herself too. I pray in the mighty name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, amen.

Heather try to use the Psalms as prayers when you feel so overwhelm and you feel you can't pray on your own.
Also listen to Christian music to sooth your spirit and get closer to God, that is our only hope in times like these.
Lord uplift Heather's spirit so she won't be so discourage. I pray in Jesus name amen.

I thought I'd be able to prove them wrong by now

You thought you were able to prove them wrong by now? Heather please listen don't fool yourself, the only one you seem to be proving wrong is God, and that nobody can do. Give it all to God and leave it in His hand, you just have to love and trust God with all your heart and might. God will make your path straight and give you much joy and peace in your heart. One day you will look back and wonder, why did I ever spent so much time fighting this, when God had better plans for me. God works in mysterious ways we do not understand sometimes, but He is always right and give us better than we want.
Lord open Heather's eyes and may she be able to concentrate on your love for her as you give her the peace the world or anyone else can't never give us. I pray in Jesus name amen.

(09-27-2017 06:06 AM)Guest Wrote:  You thought you were able to prove them wrong by now? Heather please listen don't fool yourself, the only one you seem to be proving wrong is God, and that nobody can do. Give it all to God and leave it in His hand, you just have to love and trust God with all your heart and might. God will make your path straight and give you much joy and peace in your heart. One day you will look back and wonder, why did I ever spent so much time fighting this, when God had better plans for me. God works in mysterious ways we do not understand sometimes, but He is always right and give us better than we want.
Lord open Heather's eyes and may she be able to concentrate on your love for her as you give her the peace the world or anyone else can't never give us. I pray in Jesus name amen.

Sorry, that was slightly missunderstood. I wrote that comment out of grief, at a low point when I should not have been posting. All that was.. God spoke very specifically to me, I know He'll do it, but I'm praying for something that no one else believes in really... it's a lonely battle, but it's mine and God spoke it.

So if God spoke it to you, why are you panicking, just wait on the Lord with faith, and in his good timing he will do as he told you.
Lord help Heather pull through this, in Jesus name amen.

(09-27-2017 05:15 PM)Guest Wrote:  So if God spoke it to you, why are you panicking, just wait on the Lord with faith, and in his good timing he will do as he told you.
Lord help Heather pull through this, in Jesus name amen.

Thank you

Heavenly Father please touch this dear sister who is struggling with a desire to see Your plans for her to come to pass. Lord help her to remember Abraham and Sarah as they waited for God's promise to be fulfilled in the birth of their long awaited son Issac. Help her to remember Noah who labored for 100 years as he trusted and acted upon the word of God that was spoken to him. Help her to remember Joseph as he waited long years in service to the Egyptians and in prison as he waited upon God to lift him up for His great service. Lord grant her patience and an extra portion of faith to stand and wait upon You Father. Bless her and help her to feel Your mighty presence in her life even in the times when You are silent. Help her spiritual ears to be keenly listening for that small still voice of Your Spirit when You do speak to her once more.

I pray this in Jesus mighty and precious name,

Amen