I am hurting so bad right now. I teach others daily to never lose hope and keep the faith. I am not losing hope in God or my Savior. I am losing hope in my financial situation. I am overdrawn in my bank account this morning by $378.00 and I seem to owe everyone. I can't take this much longer. This is hurting my marriage and my ability to keep my focus on my job and the ministry that I am involved in. Please pray for me. I need a miracle right now. My heart feels like I am at a funeral for a loved one. My tears won't stop flowing. I am begging God for help. He seems so far away from me right now.

Lord help all of these that are in need.Help them to keep faith in You that You walk by their side.Help them to know that You will never leave nor forsake us.Help them in the need that they have.Help them be able to pat their bills.Help them to keep You in their minds to pray without ceasing.Thank You Lord for the day that You have gave to this one.Help them in their service for You.In Your precious name Jesus,I pray,Amen.

tishlea Wrote:Lord help all of these that are in need.Help them to keep faith in You that You walk by their side.Help them to know that You will never leave nor forsake us.Help them in the need that they have.Help them be able to pat their bills.Help them to keep You in their minds to pray without ceasing.Thank You Lord for the day that You have gave to this one.Help them in their service for You.In Your precious name Jesus,I pray,Amen.

Thank you Tishlea for responding to my prayer request. Well, I guess when it rains it poors. I just got to work at 8:30 to find out that one of my co-workers that I am very close to is in critical condition. He is a very sweet christian man that brings joy to the entire office. They don't expect him to make it through. He is pretty advanced in years. Actually, he is 85 years old. He is the person that picks up the office trash and says all the prayers at our Christmas parties and potlucks. Oh how God has blessed him with a wonderful spirit of love. Oh my heart is soooo heavy today.

Dear Lord,

I just read in my devotions how it is better to walk in the darkeness with you Lord, then to walk in the light alone Lord, amen.

Lord, as this daughter of yours is walking in the darkeness right now, encourage her , for you will bring forth your promises in her life, as she keeps trusting in you Lord.

Lord, help her draw near to you and you will draw near to her, and let her know that weeping may endure for a night , but joy cometh in the morning .

Whatever trials she is going through right now, including financial , spiritual, emotional , physical, Lord, we uplift them now to your throne and we ask that you work everything out according to your perfect will for your life and the other lives she touches.

Be with the man in her office, and send out your healing touch upon him Lord.

We ask this in your precious name,

Amen.

Thank you for your prayers. Please also send up a prayer for my marriage. This has taken such a toll on it as well. I am praying to hold on a little while longer. I know that God answers prayers. I need him so much right now. I feel like I just can't take anything else. I feel like Job right now.
I feel it is better that God takes me home than allow me to continue to suffer this way.
I have been through so much already in my 45 years on this earth. I wrote a book in 2004 called, "Come Walk In My Lost Shoes", about all the hell on earth that I have gone through. My life has been so hard. I am feeling so much pain in my heart right now! I have never given up. Even after being beaten, raped, and abandoned, I still keep going on trusting God to help me. I don't know how much more I can take. I work daily in the ministry. I tell others of His love and to keep going. But, I need strength to keep going myself. All I know to do is pray and cry.

Dear Sister in Christ,

Know you are not alone and I too have felt those emotions that satan throws at us.

I think we all have our battle scars, in this world we live in, as it is perilous times, and I am so sorry for the hurt you have experienced, but have hope, God will restore the years the locust has eaten, I promise.

God will give you the strength and will revive you, cling to him , like you never did before, for there is a lesson here in the darkness, I promise, he is so close to you in your darkest hours, as those have been some of my greatest learning hours with the Lords. One day you will look back and see what God was working out for the good, even though it is painful now, he is just refining you.

I will pray for your marriage too. Put your thoughts on things above and not on earth and if you can find time to get alone with God , in prayer , and for a spiritual refreshment, to read, or listen to music, or even go to a spiritual retreat, to uplift you, make that a priority, for it sounds like you need some revival yourself, and God promises to give you that . Psalm 85:6. Revive Us again. Fill each heart with thy love, may each soul be rekindled with fire from above. " Time in Christ service requires time out for renewal". I just read that today in my devotions.

God will strengthen you and again, know you are not alone, we all have felt that way, at one time or another in our walk, but keep holding on to Jesus, and fight the good fight through Him, he is not going to leave you or forsake you, I promise you and will use this dark time in your life, in a mighty way.

Have hope, my dear Sister, God does work all things out for good, even our heartaches, our mistakes, our trials, everything, for those that love him and are called according to his purposes.

Just cast your care on him for he careth for you and he will deliver you.

I will be praying for you without ceasing.

In his Love,

Cynthia

Cynthia,
Thank you for your wonderful words of encouragement. I need it so very much right now. I am hurting so much inside. I feel like just balling up in a corner and crying my eyes out. It just hurts so much when you feel alone inside.
I am begging God to send His Holy Spirit to comfort my soul.

Cynthia,
I had just finished reading Psalms 86 before I had read your thread. This Psalm describes so much how I feel right now.

Just giving an update on my co-worker that "was" critical condition. Oh God how I thank you for answered prayer. I just got a report that he is doing better and he just drank a malt at the hospital. Hallelujah!! Hallelujah!! Please keep sending up your prayer for Mr. Lenger. The effectual fervent prayer of the righteous availeth much.

Dear Lord please hear our plea for this your servant. Take away that cloud over them and send them the kind of help and peace that only you can give them. Lord you see their financial situation at this moment and how they are in the brinks of losing their home. Intervene on their behalf and give them the hope they need that you are hearing their prayers and will answer them in time. Lord don't let them lose hope or their home, and clear this person's mind so they can concentrate on their job, and ministry. Give them hope for a better tomorrow Heavenly Father, don't allow your servant go without. Pour blessings from above toward them. Make this New Year a better year for them, one of rejoicing and thanksgivings for the wonders you have done for them. I ask and thank you in Jesus Precious Name, and for Your Glory Father, Amen!