Lord, I thank you for getting me through one of the toughest years I've had. Today marks 1 year. I have struggled, I have cried, I have felt alone but you brought me through each and every time. You never failed me. I dont know who, how or when someone one will pop up in my life but I know he will because I know you are in charge and you have a plan. I ask for continued strength and patience to see me through.

Lord God, please don't let me be and feel so alone. It so hurts, and it was my fault, i know. But it so hurts i just want to slump and not go on, not knowing how, what, why. Why should i question. You have been faithful and loving, but i did not know how. I knew You are in control but i still question. Please forgive me, the weight of being unforgiven is too much. Daily i grieve not knowing how to correct my sins. Please help me.