For a long time, I've struggled with pornography and lust. It has greatly affected my marriage. I've been doing better and better for a long time but just 3 weeks ago, I finally gained complete freedom from this struggle. However, my marriage is ending. I think this sexual sin has affected my heart and my ability to love my wife properly. I don't want to lose her. Please pray that God will restore my heart and help me to love her as He loves her. Please pray that I can show her that I really can be the husband she deserves. I know that with God all things are possible but it feels like too much has happened already. I need prayer very much. I'm trying to cling to God in this time but it's hard when I'm on the verge of losing the most important person in my life.

I do not know you but I will pray for you many times. My husband is a recovering P addict. He has been clean for over a year. I have come to love him again in a way I did not think possible. BUT HE did most of the work. HE got clean, found God, and changed on the INSIDE. One thing he says is he has to work EVERYDAY on himself. It took looking in to WHY he did what he did, not with a councilor but with God to show him the way. He treats me completely differently and sees life different. He understands we live in a fallen world, MANY things are wrong and all he can control is himself. It took a very long time for me to feel the way I do now. And he had to just work on things and let me cry and scream and cry. And sometimes it is overwhelming. I still feel hurt but I truly think with God all things are possible and we can make it and so can you. One thing though if you say you are going to stop and break that trust it might be too much. Please remember she needs honesty and understanding even when you wont feel like it. You might like a support online. My husband found it very helpful. http:/ /npsupport.net/ community /viewforum.php?f=2 delet spaces in middle

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this man.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this man! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord