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Immediate Rebirth and pain relief
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oxilary1200
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Immediate Rebirth and pain relief
I feel I must include a short back story to really allow you to gauge the situation. Up until 2012 I led a life of uncertainty, laziness, drug abuse, codependancy, etc. Basically I was nothing to be proud of. Thru a chain of events and the grace of God at the beginning of the year I was able to move to houston, and start a job that is becoming a career at a very large web hosting company. Since then I have 180'd I had lost the urge for drugs, become independent, proud of myself , and have a future. The thing is at least twice a week if not everyday the devil has faught tooth and nail to bring me down. Literally, the issues I have to face are not juvenile or over exaggeratted. I have to face problems that in the past would have allowed me to give up and loose everything. A month ago I started dating a young woman who brought a feeling that I have never encountered. It was not puppy love . I have dating an inordinate amount of women and I know this was unique. I felt alive for the first time and for once started actually caring for the future and planning. My mom was able to drive through last week and as well confirmed that this young lady was seemingly cut from a different cloth.Monday night though it all changed. She got extremely mad over something that would warrant a sigh a most. She then ignored me and would not speak to me and went to bed. I was worried and started looking online and found she had been on a dating site. This and the disrespectful actions made me yesterday/wed morning tell her this was not acceptable and I was worried if this would work. She snapped broke up with me and then immediatly started adding 40 new friends ( guys ) on her dating site. This brought a pain that was hard to withhold while at work as it shocked me to see how quickly her feelings jsut changed. I was not able to sleep tuesday night and now wed night I only got about 30 mins, which my jaw was so clenched that a tooth that is breakign off is now so much in pain that it is all i can do but to cry. I do not have money to get this pulled for a week and a half as I wasted alot on her. My request is i need prayer. Guidance strentgh peace wisdom diligence. I need a reset / rebirth i need to buckle down and focus on my future and career and i need a hedge of angels protecting me as the daily issues I face are really starting to effect my job. I can not afford to loose this job, it is my last best chance. Please grab at least one other person for me so two or more are gathered so an army of angels can come to the request I am making new friends here and luckily my new roommate is a great influence but i need alot of help in all this. thanks
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| 04-05-2012 04:59 AM |
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