Hello fellow sheep of our Good Shepherd Jesus,

Please pray the Lord help me make some major decisions, and fast. Many of the saints who read on this site know i have been struggling with the decision to move to california from minnesota. I praise God for the time i just had with my mom, she lives in Louisiana but has been up here in minnesota for 4 weeks until yesterday. She has extreme osteoporosis and arthritis so its such a physical pain for her all the time, and i feel so helpless to really help her. She is still able to live on her own, i tried several times to talk her into moving to minnesota, but she says she cant take the cold winters, so i understand, plus she is very plugged into her church and life there, her sisters and family, etc.I tried to live in Louisiana in the past for about a year many years back and it just was not for me. I just feel like a major crossroads, i need a new job fast, and hope for major financial increase to help with seeing my mom and her long term needs more in the future, it has been a big burden on my heart. I also desire to find a calling more that just a job. I miss my old church in california, and some good friends there too.I do have a church here i go to though. I really miss the coast and have the entire four years i have lived in minnesota, i miss it everyday. I am at a crossroads, pray for me please. I have been praying for direction, and i know the Lord is able. But lately i have been struggling in the Word and Prayer, please keep me in prayer. I feel like i have been in a desert season for several years now, but i also have struggled to seek the Lord the way i used to, pray for me to love and seek the Lord please. The enemy tries hard to get me to question the Lord, the old "where is God?" garbage he has been throwing around for thousands of years. But may the Lord rebuke the enemy for I know He will not leave nor forsake me.I do battle depression at times as well. I praise God for this website, it has been a huge blessing to get prayer and pray for others by God's grace here on this site. All glory to God. I pray His will be done in my life, and i guess that is the best pray you can pray for me, for God's will to be done, not my own. I also would love prayer for God to bring me a godly wife in due season. I am sorry i went on so long here, thanks for all your prayers, may the Lord strengthen and uphold you in Christ, amen!!!

Lord help Matt to make the decisions that will have him found doing your will.Luke 22:42.
Let him be able to teach and show others of your wonderful love.In whatever he faces in the future I pray that you will guide him in all things.Send down comfort to him and show him that everything works to the good of them that loves the Lord.Romans 8 :28.In your precious name I pray,Amen.