My husband and I have been seperated for almost 9 months, though he does once again live in our house, there is no intimacy and he doesn't "feel it" anymore/not sure he loves me anymore. We're trying or are supposed to be working on and through things. I have changed to the best of my abilities everything he faulted me for. I've been going through therapy, but he will not. He admits he is scared and still holding onto things. This does us no good, but I don't know that he will ever let go. I just want him and our marriage back for good and better. I want the pain and uncertainty to be a thing of the past. I love him so much and am so sorry I hurt him and was not the wife he wanted or needed and was not there for him though he was always there for me and loved me so much. I want to feel that again. I feel so alone and miss him even when he's here cuz it's not the same anymore and I feel his distance and coldness. I would do anything for healing us, making us whole again. Anything. I truly, really feel God made us for one another and brought us together. He sent my husband dreams of me from the time he was 8 years old! Please God, reunite, reconcile, and make us one again!

Father god touch this marriage and restore things according to your will in jesus name amen.