I am having such a hard time understanding why the wicked prosper and sometimes no matter how much you pray Gods word and commit to him, it feels as if though christians are no longer just praying with hope, but begging God to help them. The devil gives so freely and he mocks and laughs at christians who wait patiently in tears, while the wicked live comfortably enjoying all their sinful ways in life. I know the bigger picture is heaven, but didn't God give his one and only son so that we may live life to the fullest? Please forgive me God but Satan is really attacking my beliefs right now with unanswered prayer for a LONG time and I know what I have been praying for is your will, after all you gave your one and only son so that we may have eternal life, or does it not matter if we pray for that or not because you will only save who you want to anyways?

Lord Jesus - so many of us sin in not believing You. Help us to understand that the world rallies against us but YOU are way more powerful and work everything in accordance with YOUR plan. Lord Jesus, you yourself know what the world is capable of for it hated YOU too - Luke 22:42 /'Father, if You are willing, please take this cup of suffering away from me. Yet I want Your will to be done, not mine. At the same time you endured, knowing that "John 10:10 /The thief's purpose is to steal, kill and destroy. My purpose is to give life in all its fullness. We live in a fallen world due to our sin. Help guest remain patient and to endure this test as blessings ARE just around the corner. Help Guest to reach out to others and allow YOU to work through him/her and so increase his/her faith in YOU. Lord Jesus YOU never said it would be easy and we know how YOU suffered - help us to understand. AMEN