having considered suicide i thought before that i should just go ahead and consider prayer because i am in desperate need of a job like so many others out there. I never thought that i would be here fresh out of college and jobless. should have stayed in the army but too old for that now. anyway i am willing to do whatever it takes to earn a living and regain my dignity. pray that it works out for me and for the millions of jobless people out there. Any prospective employers out there i am in no way going to be contrite about anything that i have posted our sense of urgency does not match up and so i hope that someone will have a good heart and not pretend to care because it looks good in public.

"god please end the suffering" help me to become employed , or take me from this earth." Im tired and do not want to live anymore

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screw it-- i am gonna go give my last six dollars to my church. and blow myself away at the employment office. no one cares anyway.

Please don't solve a problem with suicide. It is a permanent solution to a temporary situation!

Your job doesn't define you, you define you! You are special and loved more than you know.

I know it is hard right now, I am in the same situation. Please feel free to contact me!