It has been 3 years since I last did it. I made someone a promise that I wouldn't do it again, but he broke a promise to me, too. I tried to stop myself and see a hedge of God's protection around me. It wasn't high enough. I am weak, and I am alone. I have lost the life I had. I have nothing to live for, but I believe I can't get into heaven if I kill myself. Cutting makes something else hurt more than the pain I can't control. I don't want to keep doing it, but it makes me feel better. I pray that God will help me, heal my heart, and make the pain stop. Please be with me God; I don't feel your presence at all.

Oh dear guest,

Please be encouraged that Jesus is always with you. He will never let you down. The Lord is always faithful, far more faithful then we are. The lords promises always come through. We can do nothing without the Lord but through him we can do all things. My prayer is that the Lord will comfort you tonight and reveal Himself to you in a way You have never seen Him before. I pray that you have a New HOPE in Him. God bless you! I have you in my prayers

I am shaken, as I too self harm. God doesn't want us to hurt ourselves. God Bless You