dear brothers and sisters. At a time in my life I served God full time. I knew Him and loved Him with all my heart. But now I feel like Paul said that the things he want to do he do not do but the things he don't want to do that his flesh find comfort in. Deep inside my heart I still love God very much but my life does not reflect that. Please pray that I will not slip away into a life without God.

Father, please draw Karel close to you and whisper to her your love and total forgiveness of her. Call her back to you Father and to walking in your ways. Guide her to finding love and pleasure in living life your way again. Show her the awesome goodness of your love and have her once again appreciate the safety of following your will. Bring her out of the world Father, as your word says we are to be in the world but not of it. Do so due to your exceeding mercy and love for this your child Karel and so your own glory may be served. In Jesus name...Amen!