My boyfriend of two years , and best friend of 4 years committed suicide this year . May 21st at only 20 years old . 16 days after my 17th birthday . I want to believe that it wasn't because of me but deep down in my heart I know that I was the reason for some of his pain . I was the "icing on the cake" . He had just got in trouble with the law for the first time and felt like his life was over since he could no longer get in the military . He told me he felt like he was a failure since he couldn't provide for me . And on top of that him and I had been arguing a lot because I felt like he had changed how he felt towards me , but I guess that was just his depression . I should have been there for him . I just need strength lord . I shouldve been a better girlfriend . All I can do now is sit back and cry and regret how I treated him . I need you lord because without him I am lost . I miss my best friend . :((( we never went more than an hour without speaking to eachother and now I can't speak to him or be in his presence and it's just too much for me . He was there for me when I was at my lowest point ad I wasn't there for him . And I just want him to know that I am so sorry . Lord please heal my pain .

Dear Havenly Father The Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven forgive us are sin's as we for give thow's who sin aginst and forgive debt as we forgive are debtor and lead us not into temptiation but deliver us from evil Please answer this person prayer acord to your will and bless there life Lord and we give you all the priase honor and glory in all of this. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

FAther, help this young woman to understand that the death of her friend was not her fault. No person while in their right mind would consider committing suicide...and something inside of him caused him to do so. This is very tragic and I can imagine the pain that she is in. Father...help her to see that she is guilty of nothing. Couples argue...girlfriends walk out, boyfriends leave...but very few see the loss of life...help her to mend Father...let her know that you love her...want her to know your comfort and want to give her your peace. Show her Father that it is okay to miss him...it is okay to cry...honor the memory of his friendship...but go on! If he loved her...and believe that he did...he would not want her to be hurting in this way...he would want her to heal and go on with living which is what love requires. Draw her close to you Father...that she might hear your voice. In Jesus name...Amen!

Dear one,each of us is free to choose what to do in this life.Satan want to make you feel guilty.
Dear Lord,please have mercy on this young lady.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this young lady! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord