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I used to be depressed and sucidial, but after I accepted Christ came into my heart. Things changed after that day. I becamse so happy and alive in the spirit of Christ. I stood strong to my beliefs and faith in Jesus. I graduated from high school a couple of months ago and moved in with my parents. My dad is so emotionally abusive. EVerything good that I ever did, he would criticized and emotionally degrade me until I would cry. I lost the 60 pounds I gained from depression(when i was 180). He started to criticize about how I wasnt slim, just skinny and start laughing at me. He criticizes about evry little thing I do. Its come to the point where I have no self-esteem. I gained about 20 pounds in the 2 months since I ccame home. My mom has no idea what he is doing or how it makes me feel. I am scared that I have become depressed again. Soemtimes I just wanna cut myself again or die. I am scared to tell my mom anything because I love her so much and she been through enough. I have no idea what to do
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| 12-16-2009 02:42 PM |
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