God I believe in you. I believe that I have to wait because you are working for the life you want for me. but Lord God I love Alan. if there's anything I can do to make him stay in my life please tell me. please take away the pain I have in my heart. please restore the love he had for me. I know you are listening Lord. please don't let our love end like this. please don't let our love end. I know I've done my mistakes in the past but I regret every wrong things. please I ask for your forgiveness. I set him free believing that one day he'd come back. I believe in you God please help me. PLEASE. I know you had your reasons because you gave him to me when I needed someone and I didn't know and I wasn't searching that time but he came and I realized I needed to be loved by someone like him. the happiest days of my life was being with him. and I appreciate everything. I love you god but there is also this one person one person you made in this world that I can't bare to lose. I can't live wihout. please Lord help me open up he's eyes and see. please show him that I am still growing and that we still have a life together. please lead he's path back to me. I am willing to change all my bad ways. I LOVE YOU GOD AND I LOVE HIM. PLEASE.

Dear sister I know how you feel because my wife left me and thus I know your hurt. If been begging God to give my wife back and 3 months later still she is not back. You may say now that I have waisted my time and that God do not answer prayers. In this 3 months I learned that I must hurt like that when God leave me. I must beg like that for God to come back. It is not wrong to ask God to give you someone here on earth to love BUT you must not love ANYTHING more than God. I know you don't want to hear this and I'm not saying that God will not answer your prayer but if you leave God behind in this relationship you will hurt more then you are hurting now. My prayer for you is that God's will be done! Amen

lovingly father!
JESUS your light of the world!!
please father you know how much she loves Alan....so,please jesus restore their love...you touch Alan heart...please lord bless this couple....in jesus name i pray amen!