Thank you all for your prayers. I am going to a loan company this morning to get enough money to pay the bills that are due right now. I don't have the best credit So, I am going by faith. I will try to get $1500.00 to cover the immediate need. I tried really hard not to go this route. But, I must do what I need to do. I don't feel the funeral march going on in my spirit this morning. I just feel prayerful. I didn't go to work this morning, so that I can get some resolve in my financial situation. I will probably go in later today. I haven't gotten and update on my co-worker this morning yet. But, I know that he is in the hand of My Father.
I was reading Isaiah last night. It really encouraged my spirit. I want so much to mount up wings like an eagle and fly above these circumstances that I am facing. I have been through soooooo much in my life. God has never left me nor forsaken me. I know deep down that he is with me. I know that by attacking my finances and emotions that satan is trying to get a stronghold over my mind. But, I know that he is the father of lies.
Please keep the prayer wheel turning for me. I will continue to prayer for all of you. I just want to let you know this one thing and I will close for now. I know that God has always been with me. I didn't grow up with a mother and a father there to raise me. I didn't even have foster parents. I have been living on my own since I was 12 years old. I know that it was the guiding strength of God's Holy Spirit that has raised me to be 45 years old. I will never, ever give up on serving God. I know that he is real to me. He has been a very present help for me in ALL of my troubles. I know because of this that satan is angry; because he couldn't take my life from me.