Dear Sister in Christ,

Know you are not alone and I too have felt those emotions that satan throws at us.

I think we all have our battle scars, in this world we live in, as it is perilous times, and I am so sorry for the hurt you have experienced, but have hope, God will restore the years the locust has eaten, I promise.

God will give you the strength and will revive you, cling to him , like you never did before, for there is a lesson here in the darkness, I promise, he is so close to you in your darkest hours, as those have been some of my greatest learning hours with the Lords. One day you will look back and see what God was working out for the good, even though it is painful now, he is just refining you.

I will pray for your marriage too. Put your thoughts on things above and not on earth and if you can find time to get alone with God , in prayer , and for a spiritual refreshment, to read, or listen to music, or even go to a spiritual retreat, to uplift you, make that a priority, for it sounds like you need some revival yourself, and God promises to give you that . Psalm 85:6. Revive Us again. Fill each heart with thy love, may each soul be rekindled with fire from above. " Time in Christ service requires time out for renewal". I just read that today in my devotions.

God will strengthen you and again, know you are not alone, we all have felt that way, at one time or another in our walk, but keep holding on to Jesus, and fight the good fight through Him, he is not going to leave you or forsake you, I promise you and will use this dark time in your life, in a mighty way.

Have hope, my dear Sister, God does work all things out for good, even our heartaches, our mistakes, our trials, everything, for those that love him and are called according to his purposes.

Just cast your care on him for he careth for you and he will deliver you.

I will be praying for you without ceasing.

In his Love,

Cynthia