I am hurting so bad right now. I teach others daily to never lose hope and keep the faith. I am not losing hope in God or my Savior. I am losing hope in my financial situation. I am overdrawn in my bank account this morning by $378.00 and I seem to owe everyone. I can't take this much longer. This is hurting my marriage and my ability to keep my focus on my job and the ministry that I am involved in. Please pray for me. I need a miracle right now. My heart feels like I am at a funeral for a loved one. My tears won't stop flowing. I am begging God for help. He seems so far away from me right now.