Becca, go to those you have hurt and ask for their forgiveness. Perhaps even write an apology by letter. Seek Gods forgiveness first and then KNOW that you are forgiven and walk in obedience to the word. Recommit yourself to obedience and remember that God NEVER leaves you. You might have to go through circumstances due to sin, but Jesus will not forsake you. Confusion is not from God, clarity is from God. This is a battle between wrong and right and you know what is right. Cover yourself in prayer and walk free.