To dear JW123, Inhislove and Tishlea,
Thank you so much for taking the time to respond with your wisdom and insights, and most especially your prayers. You have given me a lot of clarity in that I am now thinking that I will resolve to keep on going, praying without ceasing, and believing that God can fix this. And that he wants peace and harmony and goodness. I also feel at peace reading your prayers. I am sure it is the power of your prayers, and the words of those prayers, which I am hanging onto. Please know that I am so grateful! Thank you also, Inhislove, for sharing your insights which I am going to really think about and use.
May God bless each of you and I wish you and your families a wonderful Christmas and a blessed 2012. Praise be to God!