Amen and Amen to Alex's post! Friend, perhaps you had to get to this point to really cry out to the Lord with all your heart. I don't know that but what I am saying is that sometimes it takes something drastic to get us to cry out to Him. Just believe me when I tell you if that is the case, then that is the BEST thing that could ever happen to you. When we get desperate, God hears us. Let Jesus be your all in all and you will look back at this with JOY that God got your attention! Trust Him, Obey Him, pray and read His Word every day and everything will start to change for you. How do I know? It happened to me!