The Lord is near the brokenhearted. In your weakness he will make you strong. No wilderness experience is wasted. I was a single mom for ten years and it was hard but not impossible. Did you know that the bible says that the Lord will not let the destroyer into your home to defeat you. Your tears are not wasted God cares so much that he stores them in a bottle. The bible says also that the Lord will not have his children begging bread. Could you just try and do today. God's mercies are new every morning. Just do today, one day at a time. Take courage, keep praying. My mother heart is loving you from here, your o.k. and you will be fine. Just hold on. Don't be afraid, Jesus will never leave you or forsake you. That is a promise, he said it is. Lord I lift my sister up to you and ask that you will be her provider, her husband, her father and her all in all. Bless her with the needs of the family day by day. I pray her mom's records will be found or created. Because he lives we can face tomorrow. Because he lives all fear is gone. Because I know, I know he holds the future, I can face the future just because he lives. (Jerimiah). For I know the plans I have for you, not to harm you, to prosper you, to give you a hope and a future.