good evening everyone please pray for me i feel like crying but i feel all cried out it feels like if it aint one thing its another ive been going through in my marriage we are still in seperate places im still praying for a higher paying job and im praying for a financial break through that will sustain last week i got a notice of a garnishment it took place today it left with me with 45.00 and that would be every pay period i started to cry and then i started to quit my job cause i cant make it off of 45.00 with two kids and recurring bills its christmas time and thank god my kids didnt ask for anything un reasonable but i still cant afford it that made me want to cry my daughter only want some shoes and a fleece jacket and the other wants a doll with feeding assesories they deserve so much more they need shoes now im ashamed to let my kids wear shoes that are falling apart but i keep telling them hold on until next pay period and im going to get you new shoes they arent into the name brands thank god but it seems to be something that takes away from my pay that causes me not to be able to provide for them it hurts me cause they dont deserve my excuses now once again this pay my check has been garnishered i filed an exemption with the courts im petitioning for an agreement of 50.00 per month i cant afford any more than that im believing the lord that the judge rule in my favor. i would love to have it thrown out but i can do 50.00 a month ive also been getting the run around trying to obtain my mothers birth certificate so she can recieve her social security benefits but we have had no luck i keep getting letters back no record of her birth its fustrating cause since my mom lost her job it has been hard on me on her and we both feeling like were not getting ahead and to hear my mothers voice today as she said she dont know how were going to get the mortage by the 5th were short and how she is tired sge feels like giving up it hurt me cause im not in position to take care of my mother it pierced my heart i cried and i quoted no weapon formed against me shall prosper and i cried again cause i realized i dont see a way and i been praying and crying out to god and submitting prayer requests and i feel like my prayers and requests are falling on deaf ears a breakthrough has to be on its way it has to be near soon we feel like giving up but im trying to hold on im trying to encourage my mom to hold on but what more can i do