(01-02-2009 08:35 AM)autumn Wrote:  Please be in agreement with me that the Lord would breakthrough my husbands harden heart and soften it with revelation that would bring him out of deception. He left me & our 2 teenage kids in Oct. He just snapped one day and walked out. I had to find out why from some of our friends. The reasons that they gave were not reasons that warnted a divorce. I have been on my face & knees before the Lord asking him do a work in my marriage. I have realized that I have made alot of mistakes and had many faults that I wasn't able to see before. The Lord has been revieling some things to me and giving me revelation about the way that I was acting, reacting and treating my husband. It wasn't anything bad so to speak but it was all sin. I have asked my husband to forgive me for the things that the Lord has been showing me. Some days I feel like I can't sit and wait for the Lord to work things out. I am doing the Love Dare book, that has helped me alot. I am on day 49. I want to trust God that He is working, even though I am rejected by my husband.
Please help me pray for God to open my husbands eyes & ears SUDDENLY so that he will come to his senses and come home to the Lord & back home to me, his wife, and family. And for the Lord to shut the mouths of the enemy, even if they are family memebers, who is speaking against God's will for our marriage. I am fighting for my marriage. I am going to win the heart of my husband back. i am praying & believing that the Lord will RESTORE my marriage, to be even better than it was before!

Proverbs 28:14 (New International Version)

14 Blessed is the man who always fears the LORD,
but he who hardens his heart falls into trouble.

submit your request to the lord and the peace of god will guard your heart and mind. All the heartache can have physical effects, don't kill yourself in grieve before god answers. rest in him and let go.