(11-06-2011 03:50 PM)Guest Wrote:  John, I am believing for God to restore your brokeness and hopelessness. I believe He's going to remove these trouble makers from your workplace &/or a new opportunity for employment/new doors are going to open for you. I firmly believe that no weapon formed against John shall prosper. If God be for John, who dare be against him? I firmly believe God is moving in your life right now. He hears yours prayers and He is answering them right NOW! I too have contemplated suicide and felt that horrible empty pain of hopelessness. It will get better John. Satan is working through your co-workers. Do not let him triumph through them. The Lord gives you strength where you are weak. God is filling you with strength, peace and understanding. The devil is fighting you hard, which obviously means God has something extraordinary planned for YOU! It must be around the corner too, because that's always when satan fights us the hardest. Things are going to get abundantly better for you John! Keep praying and believing for the best because it's on its way to you my friend! God Bless You!!!! I AGREE WITH YOU AND JUST WANT TO SAY TO JOHN; BE ENCOURAGED. STAY IN THE WORD, SOMETIMES WE DON'T SEE THE LORDS PLANS FOR US IN THE NATURAL BUT HE IS WORKING THINGS OUT. REMEMBER WHEN GOD TOLD MOSSES TO TAKE OFF HIS SHOES, IT'S LIKE A SIGN THAT YOU ARE WILLING TO GO WHERE THE LORD LEADS YOU, AND PUTTING YOUR WALKING SHOES ASIDE TO GO WHERE YOU WANT TO GO. IT'S NOT OUR WILL BUT THY WILL BE DONE. LIKE THE LORDS PRAYER.