please help i cant cope anymore ,my wife cheated and lied and i left. she says she wants me to come home i cant cope, she uses the kids against me and things gets nasty when she doesnt get her way.she tells me it was nothing, but the evidence i have and reading between the lines she did so much more and admits nothing only her story keeps changing ,and passing blame onto me ,i dont have the strenght in my mind or body to keep going on,show me the truth and the way forward.i dont know how i feel about her anymore she is not the person i loved,but i love my kids dearly help me find the strenght for them, though i feel she is turning them against me.help me i cant cope i need help and guidence and peace.look after her lord as cannot be with her ,and comfort my children and be near them as i cannot and its killing me.

PSALM 88 v18
YOU HAVE TAKEN MY COMPANIONS AND LOVED ONES FROM ME;
AND THE DARKNESS IS MY CLOSEST FRIEND.