Hi LisaMarie

I won't even pretend to know how you're feeling right now but thankfully our Father does. I've prayed for you but rather than guidance I can share what I feel the Lord showed me..... Think of the parable of the lost sheep and how the shepherd left the 99 to find the one that was lost. Our magnificent Father has been with you through all of these battles and heartbreak and knows so well how you have worked hard to honour your marriage covenant. Don't listen to the lies about it all being your fault - "the accuser of the brethren". All I can feel is the immense love and respect the Lord has for you. The Lord WILL lead you through this dark tunnel, He just gave me a picture of you holding His hand as He leads you through it and your children holding yours as your faith helps them through these difficult times as well. I have also lifted your husband up in prayer and I feel that he is such a troubled soul. Do you have the support of a local church?

With love in Jesus.

David.