I have to start off saying that I do feel blessed. I live in a house where my brother and my parents live with myself and my husband. God has always provided for us even through our hardest time. I am thankful for everything the Lord has provided us. The one thing I would like is to have baby. I have been with my husband for eighteen years and we have never conceived. I am now 37 and am hoping to be a mother before 40. I have PCOS and am doing all I can to change this.. We tried again this month and only time will tell. Please pray that I will have good news to give my family for Christmas this year. Thank you.