Please pray that God rid me of my self-destructive habits. I need self-discipline, self-control and wisdom. I am squandering my opportunities and potential. I need organization and a seriousness for school. If I can't change myself, why can't I change for God?? I feel pathetic and worthless and bad. Please earnestly pray I change for the remainder of my life. I don't want to lack the self-respect that I do now.