at work now. still sad. glad i had a great time with richard last night but i miss him being a part of my life. the best day in my life was when i gave birth to richard and rachel and the day i found out i was having twins. i loved tim so much. i still do. thank u for letting me have a good time with richard. pray for him and rachel to come back to me and tim too. i love them all. pray for my job to not make mistakes i have another meeting on friday november 4, 2011. also pray for november 3, 2011 for a court date about the kids and november 11, 2011 i am going to try and get therapy. i have no family or friends who talk to me or hang with me. amen