Dear Priya. Please place GOD first in your life, for it appears to me that Romeo is your "god" and "idol". Father God created you and has a plan for you. If you are so depressed and live in fear that Romeo might leave, then it is not love. Look up 1 Corinthians 13 to find out what true love is all about. I pray that you will turn to our Lord Jesus Christ FULLY and become the woman that he created you to be, that you will SHINE and be a blessing to others and in so doing you will attact the right partner. AMEN.