thanks so much everyone for your caring prayers. I needed them intensely. I'm joyful to say that I felt the lusty feelings leave me overnight! Halelujah thank you Jesus - I'm back to myself again, I believe and feel it.
Its scary how fast and how bad things can get apart from The Lord.
I'd withdrawn from attending church normally for the last 6 weeks, as I couldn't stop crying publicly or even with friends and family. But I'm starting to be back to my church routine again, slowly. I still have severe bodily lethargy from the depression.
Otherwise, I am so grateful that the intense evil lust has disappeared, as it literally controlled my relating to others' over the last month. Its been so bad. Thank you again!