DEAR JESUS PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS AND I BIND ALL OFFENDING SPIRITS FROM OPERATING AGAINST THIS AND CAUSING HER TO MISUNDERSTAND IN JESUS NAME
DEAR PAULA I PRAYED THAT SO YOU AND I WILL BE PROTECTED.
WHEN I LOST MY CHILDREN (I had to send them back to their father because I was not strong enough to handle them because of many years of sickness) I was only 37 years old and the depression and suicidal thoughts I had torrmented me for years and sometimes I still have to fight them (I was a baby christian)
Why because I was such a failure as a mother and a woman it took the LORD a good many years to finall get me to listen to HIM
HE SAID TO ME YOU PRAYED AND ASKED ME TO BRING YOUR CHILDREN BACK TO YOU SO THAT YOU COULD BRING THEM TO ME AND I DID AS YOU ASKED AND YOUR HEART WAS TORN IN TWO WITH THE THINGS THEY DID AND YOU WERE PUT INTO THE HOSPITAL MANY TIMES..YOU SEE YOU ASKED ME TO DO THIS AS LONG AS YOU WOULDN'T HURT THEM BUT YOU DIDN'T SAY AS LONG AS THEY DIDN'T HURT YOU..DID YOU CHILD..Do you understand what I am trying to say to you PAULA..JESUS BROUGHT THEM BACK TO ME SO THAT I COULD HELP THEM FIND HIM BUT WHEN THEY ALMOST DESTROYED ME HE SAID "SEND THEM BACK NOW" DID I PLEAD THAT THIS WAS NOT NECESSARY LORD I WILL GET BETTER AND STRONGER BUT HE SAID AGAIN 'THEY NEED TO GO BACK TO THEIR FATHER TRUST ME CHILD I KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR THEM AND YOU"..MY HEART IS WITH YOU PAULA I BELIEVE THE LORD HAD ME SHARE ALL THIS WITH YOU SO THAT YOU WOULD KNOW THAT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND I KNOW HOW DEVESTATING THIS IS ..TO LET GO AND LET HIM..BUT FOR YOURSAKE AND THEIRS YOU HAVE TO LET GO AND LET HIM
HEAVENLY FATHER I THANK YOU NOW FOR BRINGING PAULA THROUGH THIS BECAUSE LORD YOU WENT THROUGH GIVING UP YOUR CHILD TOO IN JESUS NAME I GIVE YOU ALL THE GLORY AND PRAISE FOR THE SPECIAL THINGS YOU ARE GOING TO DO FOR PAULA AND HER CHILDREN IN JESUS NAME..THANK YOU JESUS (this brings back many tears LORD BUT YOU DID DO WHAT WAS BEST FOR ALL OF US THANK YOU JESUS)