Hang in there Paula. You are not alone and do not worry about the rifts that start on this site. Not everyone is going to see eye to eye. Have faith in God because he will deliver you from your problems. You are never alone if you have him in your heart! You have a lot of people who care for you on this site and are praying for you. Take heart in that! I know I keep you in my prayers. God Bless.

Dear Heavenly Father, Bless Paula's children and help them to some way be a family again. Please help Paula through the depression and loneliness she feels by helping her to find another job and make some friends. I know that you have plans for Paula. Help her to open her eyes and follow the path you want for her. In Jesus name I pray, Amen!