Hey Paula, glad your meeting at work went well. Hope your back is feeling better! I know you have said that your having trouble finding help. I suggest you go to your church and speak to a pastor, reverend, or priest as they may know of place you can get help for free. You story remind me of the story of Job. Remember that Job lost everything, his family, his livestock and home. He was afflicted with disease but his faith in God never failed. God rewarded him because of his faith and love and because he never blamed God or cursed him. Have faith and rely on God and he will make you shine like the dawn.

Dear Heavenly Father bless Paula and her family. Help her to find a better job that she can be happy at as well as make new friends. Lord calm her spirit and give her clarity and peace of mind so that she can do what she needs to have a relationship with her family. Strengthen her so that she can see you light and your plans for her. This I ask in Jesus name, Amen.