thank u and praise god for all the good people on here. especially those that went through what i am going through. my kids dont talk to me i cannot talk to them they talk to tim. tim told me he does not remember cheating on me only remembers me yelling. does not remember doing porn bad bab porn or not working. he told me i rmember the bad things. no that is y i still love him i remember the good times our wedding and giving it to god the day he got saved and baptized in "God and started going to church with me. the day the twins were concieved and born. more. my heart is breaking to know he is with g/f now. i miss him and told him how i feel deeply i told him sometimes i think i miss him more than the kids. sad but true. my heart back and mind is breaking. the meeting went well but still making stup0id mistakes at work. i went to a job interview and was told i am not qualified for job. what next my life is amess pray for me. tim's bdya is coming up and i want to spend it with him bdaly the day he leaves his g/f to come home to me and the kid come home to me will be a party big party in my life pray to God it can happen