still pray for me noone cares. my back is still out i have heating pads on it and meds but noone to help me. i use to realy on tim and the kids. i feel rotten inside and out heart breaking and back hurting. i called for help same excuse. no money for gas no time dont care. i am so upset that people have to feel this way. i am feeling sorry for myeslf i am crying out to God to help; me. i have to go tgo work as if i dont i will loose my job. i made a mistake y esterday and my boss found out now she is mad. i dont know if on friday i will get yelled at. she found out as after i left she went to my desk and then i camed back in did ot l eave yet and she asked me y the claims were wet. she may say something at the meeting on friday. i accidentally spilled soda on them. i dont know what to do also tried to find therap[y and turned away again and again. i feel like am turned away all the itime and my heart is breaking. y in jesus name please pray for the retunr of my family and something happy to happen to me