Thank you all for the prayers. I struggle with patience some days. I want so badly for him to find his love for me again and seek reconcilation with me. I pray for patience and strength that I can do better about not hashing over everything all day. I continue to pray that he will find his love for me again and will accept that he misses me and reach out more to connect with me in hopes of reconcilation. Thank you all for continued prayers and thank you Lord for comforting me and being with me through all this thus far. Amen