i feel like i am being tested and i know that i am to hold on when it feels like your at the breaking point and i feel like giving up its everything from my kids and there school work and not understanding and learning and my daughter being adhd and i dont know how to teach her and i blame myself cause she is not successful in school and then she has no confidence , my job is putting so much pressure on me i want to leave and make more money with less stress livivng paycheck to paycheck and trying to avoid payday loans but what are you to do when you have to feed your kids and need gas i dont eat daily cause i have no money, my husband i just pray for him i want to be less focused on him and more on god cause only god can change him but im tired of being stressed out behind him i feel like im standing still i want to better myself but i dont know where to start my mind is so cluttered i cant think about anything but my problems i cant see myself doing better cause i cant see beyond my problems when the lady said life was worth living i felt she was talking to me cause daily suicide has been heavily on my mind cause i feel like a failure to my self , my kids, my husband, may family pls pray for me all that will i desprately need your prayers and any guidance thank you