I need A LOT of prayer & support. It has gotten much worse since my last prayer request. I found out that my husband has been pawning our things to buy pills. He even pawned a new laptop that he borrowed from my parents. I was going to leave when things got really bad in august, but he had confessed that it was because he was addicted to pills & that he told everyone at work that he had a serious problem & to not sell any to him. He swore that things would change & that we would have a better life... I am now 2 months pregnant & I thought things were much better, until I found receipts from the things he pawned & my parents told me that they think he stole their prescription pills. Things have gotten physical before & I am afraid of who he can become. After asking him if our family, our daughter was not enough for him, he went in a rage and started throwing things, & cursing me at 3am. I took my daughter & went & cried in the car. I was at the alter today, begging God to help our family and it got so much worse... he came home at 2am, high & saying he fell asleep in the car. I don't know what to do, we have been together since we were 14, married for 6yrs. I told him that I couldn't take it anymore and I was leaving & he was ok with it... he said I try & change him, when I've only wanted what's best for our family. I am so distraught, I'm in so much pain. We can't afford rehab, please pray for God to build our marriage back up, to fill the void in my husbands heart that leads him to drugs & self destruction. For God to work in his heart, as well as mine... for God to protect my daughter & heal her heart from the pain we have caused her.