I am broken and tired. I have lost my job, my wife says she does not love me anymore snd wants a divorce (she is 38), my home went into pre forclosure and I am turning 50 next month. I have or am losing my world in large chunks all at once. I am a christian man with a strong faith, but this is all too much and I am tired of fighting. I have thought about ending things but I grew up a catholic and can still hear the nuns telling us were souls go if you kill yourself. I do not want to go there! I will not kill myself, but I would not fight to live if given the opportunity. I pray for God's help in this matter but need someone to pray for me since God does not hear me or my requests. I never thought I would be starting my life over at 50 and this scares the heck out of me. I was never blessed with kids and hate the thought of growing old alone. I used to enjoy life even though I never had alot, but those days are gone. I have lost everything. I am tired of people telling me that since I am at rock bottom I can only go up. I understand that, but the bottom keeps falling out from under me. I need God's help and assistance in big ways. I am sorry to complain, but please say a prayer for me if you have time. Thank you.