I have been with my husband 12 years and I have never felt love or special. Im not a priority is his life and I have never been. Its been getting worse I spend maybe 30 mins a week with him usually listening to him complain or giving me my todo list. Im miserable in this marriage Please pray for me I dont want a divorce but Im feeling neglected depressed and unwanted if he doesnt want let me go cuz I hate my life