Seth, I feel that God wants you to look at "training", specifically "training for the marathon of life", it is not a sprint but a marathon. You need to train appropriately. God sees what is on your list and he wants to set you free. He wants to take those strongholds from you if only you would hand them over and place them at the foot of the cross and WALK FREE. You can do nothing without God, but with Him you can do the impossible. You have been trying to do things in your own power and not in God's power.

Seth I feel that Phillipians 4.13 is for you.

Get somewhere quite, let God speak to you, look to your heart. Look at this relationship and ask God to restore it if it is HIS will. Ask God if it is a relationship that can bring HIM glory. Ask God to " train you" up so that you can be the person you are supposed to be in this relationship. Is the relationship Godly?

Father God, work in Seth's life. Free him from what afflicts him once and for all and set him free. In the name of Christ. AMEN.